“Why am I doing this?” Raymon, better known as Reina these last few months, muttered under her breath as she entered the lingerie store. Her face felt flustered and warm, her nipples stood erect and jabbed into the smooth fabric of her too small jacket, and her crotch radiated heat as her feminine mound let its juices soak her boxers. She did everything she could to cover herself up and hide her embarrassment, even donning a face mask and a dusty black hat to keep her anonymity. God these feelings were frustrating, why was she so… excited for all of this?

She walked past the various aisles and displays of skimpy undergarments as she beelined to the holiday section. Her head sized breasts bounced within her old jacket. It was kind of funny, despite now being smaller than when she was a guy the two melons strapped to her chest made it so the jacket was a size too small and compressed her tits. Her eyes scanned the holiday display as she looked for a specific product, passing over transparent nightgowns with snowflake patterns and crotchless candy cane print thongs. Too think that she’d spent the last three months as a woman now.

In fact she thought about what led up to this a lot, practically cherishing these memories that would bring others to torment. But not her. It was around the end of September when Raymon’s friend, James, had disclosed that he had magical abilities. Of course Raymond didn’t believe him so the damn pervert used his magic to transform him into a woman and threatened that he wouldn’t reverse the spell unless Raymond played along with his whims. Not wanting to be stuck like this Raymond agreed to play along and at first it wasn’t too bad. James constructed Raymond to pretend to be his girlfriend named Reina, helping him build ‘rep’ so he could land an actual woman down the road. James would take Reina out on dinner dates or to see a movie, taking pictures of the two of them and posting them to his socials. Eventually Halloween arrived and James had Raymond wear a skimpy witch's dress and paraded her around the neighborhood as she clung to his arm.

Things eventually escalated when James asked Raymond to meet his parents and pretend to be his girlfriend in front of them for Thanksgiving so they wouldn’t think he was a failure. The damn pervert eventually got bold, copping handfuls of Raymonds soft chest mounds to requesting titjobs on a whim. Hell, just last weekend Raymond joined James on another trip to his parents place for their family Christmas gathering and on the ride back James assured Raymond he’d turn him back the following weekend.

“Ah hah! Now do they…” Reina found what she was looking for in the Christmas display of lingerie, a two piece set ‘sexy santa’ bikini. “Yes!” She plucked one off the shelf and looked over the top tag which read: ‘32J’. She tucked the item underneath her armpit and made her way to the checkout line, her face burning with embarrassment as her breathing deepend in excitement.

“Did you find everything you were looking for today, ma’am?” The young lady working the cash register asked.

“Oh! Uh- Yeah! Yeah I did!” Reina set the two piece bikini on the counter and watched the cashier ring it up for her. The face mask she wore did little to hide the crimson red of her cheeks which burned in embarrassment, her nipples ached as her jacket pressed them into her J-cup chest, and her thighs idly rubbed together as she swayed, her soaked boxers sticking to her skin. She quickly paid and dashed from the door, pressing the bag close to her torso so nobody could see the store's logo plastered on the bag.

You see, at some point while pretending to be Reina, pretending to be James' girlfriend, she realized that underneath that perverted and brazen facade was a truly caring but insecure man. A man that despite him blackmailing Reina took her on sweet little dates. A man that seemed earnest when he introduced her to his parents. A man that despite having complete control over Reina respected her boundaries. At any time she could’ve said no to any request he made to her but deep down she wanted to do it. She didn’t have to wear that skimpy Halloween costume nor did she have to let him grope her or give him titjobs but she at some point wanted to. She had fallen for her friend and… and well she realized that she didn’t want to be turned back anymore. She wanted to earnestly date James and give it an actual go and she just hoped he would be willing to give it a shot.